Thursday, November 29, 2012
Saying that I am gonna update on Monday , I didn't .
Sorry about that ! I wanted to update on Tuesday , but ended up I didn't .
I actually wanted to also upload some photos , but I find myself being lazy .
This week was actually , quite busy for me . Totally rushed through lots of stuffs . I had training on Monday , which was, lucky me (:
Tuesday , I spent my whole morning and afternoon doing my homework .
Managed to finish some of it . * MISSION ACCOMPLISHED ! *
Then Wednesday , which was yesterday , totally rushed through it .
I went for training in the morning , and left early , cause I have something on . Then in the afternoon , I went to meet Angie and Amy for movie and went library after that . I had borrowed lots of books , I wondered if I had time to read . Ohh well , don't be bothered by that .
Today , wasted my time doing almost nothing , except for reading two books in a row , which made me fell asleep after that without me knowing .
Tomorrow , MAMA AWARDS ! Totally rushing home after that .
I couldn't go for training , as I had to go for the Adam Khoo talk .
I felt totally bad for not going training now , even if I had something on .
The expression from coach when I told him that I had to leave early .
It sends me guilty , even though I wasn't in the main team .
And what's worse , I am going overseas this coming Monday , and I won't be coming training for another week . I really hope the others will go , instead of not coming because there is less people . Mdm Ang is quite disappointed with our attendance . Although I feel sleepy during the holidays , I am wide awake during the night and I wake up super early in the morning .
Ridiculous right ? I mean like , seriously , it's a holiday , and I can't sleep at night , what is wrong with me ?
Sigh , never mind . Hope tomorrow will be a better day than today !
All the best for tomorrow <3 font="font" nbsp="nbsp">
Good Night !(:
PS : I wonder what is he doing right now ? Playing games ? Watching shows ?
Texting people or ? Hahaha , lots of thoughts are in my mind now . I have no idea why though . Shall shrugged the thought off now . I need to get him off my mind , from today , now onwards .
Sigh , I thought things were improving , at least , the tension was over . However , I doubt so . You used to reply my message at least , to troll me or even make fun of me , but now , you don't bothered . It's okay , I hated you for that . I am sorry for using such a strong word , because I felt it was necessary . Ignored me all you want then . The more you do it , the more I am not gonna talk to you first . It irks me that you can actually changed so fast .
And you , another one . After I told you something , you didn't reply me .
Good for you . You will probably been hate by me too . I hated the fact that , when I tried to treat people nice , by texting them first , they didn't reply me .
Unless it's my best friends , because I know their reasons . But you ?! You asked me to say HI to you , I even stopped texting you everyday , in a same week . And now , I did , you didn't reply me ?! Woah , thanks a lot bro .
I like you for that --- Ohh , wait , I don't like you for that , I hated it .
And you know what ? Although I can't promised that I will like you again , once I see you face to face , but I am sure that ,you for sure , will ignore me again . And last but not least , once I saw that , don't expect me to say HI to you first . #RANDOMSAYING
Blogged @ 9:39 PM |
0 comments
